Weeks
pass by, I start to feel grow of feelings for her. One day, she uploaded a
picture of herself and three of her friends. At first I didn’t know which one was
her in the picture since it was the first time I see a picture posted up there.
In the end, I found out which one was her – she had a beautiful smile, cute
hair tied up in a ponytail and she was very beautiful. People called her black
cause she was literally sunburned due to marching band activities. However, I
found that she’s just beautiful with her skin tone. Since that day, I didn’t
stop going to her profile. I was a stalker before I knew it. But I was too mad
with love-goggles till I didn’t realize it myself. Her beauty just amazes me.
About
a month later, I start to think of confessing to her. All in my mind was “go get
her before someone else does” over and over again. Me, a guy who didn’t believe
that I would fall in love till I finish my studies thought of that. I was too
madly in love with a girl I just met a month ago. Wondering by myself – is it
love in first sight? Or just blind love? I decided to ask her about her
personal stuff later that evening after school. Several days later I summed up
that she was single, and never had any relationships in the past. My mind
starts to force me to give it a shot. I’ve broken my principle.
I
waited on the 26th of February of that year. Hoping for luck on after
years of unluckiness on that particular day. That day, I composed a simple
message to her in Friendster.
“Hi..
You are very pretty. I actually
really like you.”
Two sentences.
All I can think of was only two sentences. I lost all my long speech that I have
thought of when I was in class. All gone. Left with these 2 sentences.
Eventhough it was a pathetic message, I clicked send anyway. I thought I have
to get this girl no matter what. I really like her. I must gather my courage
and tell her my feelings. Or so I thought...
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